Anonymous asked: You're so damn attractive I just want to hug you :( and get to know you. But I live too far away so that's no use.
Oh my, you are too kind!
Well I always love to get to know new people and travel. Actually quite a lot of people I’ve become friends here I eventually have met . So don’t say there’s no use, come off anon and we’ll chat a bit (:
I hate rendering video. It takes forever.
I answered this question yesterday quite vaguely - “Does internet qualify?”.
And now reading this I feel like the biggest douche hipster ever. So that’s why I’m going to explain this in more detail. Sadly it’s going a bit downhill here in Estonia with my friends and I’m constantly falling out with those “special people”. On a happy note I have reconnected with my brother and my little sister has always been a blessing + Veljo who I think gets me the most as we come from same mindset and “place”. Others are just there to receive from me. I am that kind of person that will take a friend and carry above my head if needed and rarely ask anything in return. But after my band BAP breakup I’m feeling like people are using me, not knowingly but somehow unconsciously. And that’s where “internet” comes in. During these one and a half years I have talked quite a lot with you guys here, who seem to give more shit about what actually goes on with me. And lately people that live close don’t even know what’s really going on … I just don’t feel the need to give them that piece of me. Even though I know they care but it’s not generic, it feels more like it’s their friends responsibility. So at times when I need support I turn to people who I’ve met here or friends who live or have moved abroad.
So that’s why internet is that “someone special to me”!